Adults!

so, yay! hashifa shall issue a boy. i am glad. but now, about me:

i am in a sketch comedy group. there are seven of us. we have a new show called, adults! all the sketches are about what it means to be an adult. i have always been obsessed with adults, so this show is close to my heart. the theater where we do our shows lost it's zoning permit in march, so we were sure we wouldn't be able to do adults for this local arts festival. we wanted to do the festival because we have already gotten some nice press and would maybe get more, plus, we've been working on this show for a long time and wanted to perform it. long story short, it looked like we wouldn't get the zoning permit in time, so we performed the show twice in one night at a small theater. i did not have a good time at this show. it felt thrown together. plus, everyone was in a bad mood. the two shows were not fun.

i wrote a musical number for the opening. tabitha helped me write the verses and we coreographed it. i thought it was awesome, but when we performed it, i got a bad vibe. i thought i had made a mistake. here is one of the verses (the one i sing) and the chorus:

I HAD THREE KIDS BY SURROGATE SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GET FAT.
CAN'T WASTE NINE MONTHS BEING BLOATED,
AND NOT GETTING LOADED AT ALL.

WE'RE ADULTS NOW.
WE'VE GOT IT TOGETHER.
MAKE IT COUNT NOW.
CAN'T GO BAT SHIT CRAZY!

it has an adult contemporary feel. anyway, we ended up getting the permit and now we're doing the festival. six shows, the first was last night. i did not want to do the show again. i felt i had missed the mark. i had nightmares about the show all night and then felt anxiety all the next day. but after last night, which was an awesome success, i decided that i am funny again.